Living with four other people is the most crowded I have ever felt, and also the loneliest. When you live with four other people they become your family. The downfall of this friendship type family is that you can't complain to them about every little thing, like you can with your mom. They can't defend and protect you like your dad. You can't fight and make up like a brother or sister can. They are around to go out with and act like an idiot. They are around to wake you up screaming or setting off the smoke alarm at 3 am. They are around to laugh with. They are around for all the things you could only ever experience with, with your generation. You could never explain the feeling of being on the same level as someone; or knowing without a doubt they will always know what you're talking about. But then, there are those times when you come home and no one's around. And you feel the loneliest you've ever been. When you live with four other people you constantly want to be alone and at the same time with every one of  those annoying, crazy, amazing, beautiful four other people.